Blue Glass | nutmeg
Being colour blind was something Hyde had always
had to live with. He
was used to it, and even though it limited him in some ways, he didn't
let it take away from his life. Instead of focusing on what he couldn't
have, he would focus on what he did.
Like the colour blue.
He
had never meant for it to become an obsession. The first time he picked
up one of the delicate, sparkling figurines, he had been terrified of
dropping it. But now his home was filled with blue glass objects,
strategically placed to enhance their beauty.
His favourite
pieces would be placed along the sill of the window in his office,
older ones sometimes being moved to retirement on a shelf as a new
piece was brought in. They stood together, glittering to Hyde's
satisfaction. And, sometimes, if you caught the light just right, you
could see the sun reflecting through the coloured glass and it would
reflect its vibrancy throughout the room. In its trail would be woken
such sparks as to capture the imagination of a young child better than
any television program. It was those moments that he treasured most.
Hyde
would admire the beauty of his sanctuary until tendrils of a song would
slowly slip into his mind. They would move in so quietly while he was
distracted by the light's tricks that he wouldn't even realize they
were there until he had a full song playing itself out in his head,
begging him to write it out.
Manuscript paper, previously
sitting forlorn and untouched on the desk, would soon be attacked with
a pencil to leave light gray battle wounds of writing. The markings
etched along the page would be in the language of melody, with only a
few kanji thrown in to translate it into spoken language.
Blue
tinted echoes of light would create patterns over the paper as he
worked, the shadows of his moving hands creating a stark black contrast
to the white paper and blue shimmer.
Finally, it would be done
and Hyde would smile. The very same smiled would show up again several
months later as he sat at the breakfast table with his wife while he
found out that the song had topped the Japanese music charts.
He
would go out in celebration, after, and buy himself a new piece for his
collection then set it carefully on the ledge to sparkle with its
brethren there.
End
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